November by Azure Ray

So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
Now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain
But I turn them off and tuck them away
'till these rainy days that make them stay
And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And I dont think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we cant go back we're on our own
Oh,
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself
So were speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks that you're not here
And i think I'll want to be alone
So please understand if I dont answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until I can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all I know
Ohh..
But I'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself
Doo doo doo(x9)

start a new sem :)

a new sem . hepi cgt . dpt jmpe kwn aku yg sume nye giler2 and sepale ngn aku . result sem 2 pn da dpt . 2.9 . Alhamdulillah cgt . Walaupn xdpt 3 point ke ats . at least aku da bt yg trbaek . tuk sem 3 ni , aku nk struggle btl2 coz aku nk capai 3 point ke atas blik . impian aku nk msuk U still berapi2 . 2.9 xkn mematahkan semangat aku . YessS!! but , i miss my KITA so much . rndu cgt2 . xsaba nk blik kamis ni . weeee~ bye all . much love :)